She said we were working back to a relationship

So this girl is my high school sweetheart shes a year older than i am we dated all through out high school but broke up my senior year when she went to college. She then made a friend and they became more than just friends and asked me if it was ok that she moved onto him. Even tho i was heart broken i said ok. Because i wanted her to be happy. After they were together for some months she cheated on him with me and got back together with me. We started dating again from then on. Until just recently. I broke her heart and her trust by kissing a girl at a party. This happened twice and i tols her about it as soon as they happened. I only kissed the other girl because i was still upset about the previous breakup. But i love my ex so much. Ive begged her to take me bacj and i apologized a thousand times she just tells me she doesn’t believe me and it doesn’t matter. She leaves me on seen all the time and i don’t know what to do. She tells me she wants to be left alone. But when i brought up me leaving her life for good she says that’s not what shes asking for. I fear that if i do leave her be that she will leave for good.. i don’t knwo what to do and i feel like shes really the one im supposed to marry. Ps we’ve been dated for almost 3 years straight but 4 years all together on and off

My ex goes https://getbride.org/sv/blog/tysk-datingsida/ to college 3 hours away so when i told her she wanted to try and work things out and i agreed because i love her very much

I suggest right now since her wounds are still fresh, give her some space and time to let go of it. She may forgive you but it won’t be so immediate. People need time to process and recover from the hurt, just like you deciding to kiss someone else because you were upset over the previous breakup. Give her some space for now and come back to her again after some time has passed. And if you really want her back, I don’t recommend ‘walking’ away or pressuring her to get back together with you using that as a reason.

I recently lost my ex and she told me that this is the last time we are getting back together. We have all the same friends and we have stayed together for a year. I cheated on her multiple times but this time is the last straw she said. She just moved out and she is already dating a new guy but just last month she told me she loved me and we were still sexually active. I have begged bought nice things and still she hates me. Is this Guy a rebound and is there any hope I’ve started the NC period but it is the holidays and i had bought her gifts.

This may depend on her ultimately since you have cheated multiple times so it may be hard for her to forgive you in such a short period. I suggest giving her space and letting her be for now. You can tell her that you have a gift for her but if she doesn’t want it, then you should go into No Contact already. The guy may be a rebound given that she jumped into it pretty quickly.